Hello!

It's been a while and I figured I'd give an update!
Thank you for sticking around this long so far, and I apologize for being a stranger.

• I'm about to be 42 years old???
• I got assessed for neurospicyness and it caught some autism, ptsd and depression that's...actually getting treated instead of me floundering and sulking trying to tough it out
• I'm writing a book
• I've learned the aesthetic value of bulleted lists

A lot more than this has happened in the last year or so, but I've taken several steps back from being online, and it's been working very well for me. Looking back on old journal entries makes me realize just how far I've come, and how stuck and comfortable I managed to be in bad spaces. I used to think I was tough for taking so many arrows in the back, now I'm working on trying to heal, and to be as good to people as I can possibly be while also respecting my own boundaries.